Showing posts with label self-portrait tuesday. Show all posts
Showing posts with label self-portrait tuesday. Show all posts

Tuesday, September 27, 2011

SELF PORTRAIT TUESDAY

"My business is not to remake myself,
But make the absolute best of what God made."

~Robert Browning

Courtney has been posting Self Portrait
Tuesday's. She is the mother of the 
cutest little boy and always posts
the most amazing recipes with 
pictures and great book reviews. I think
it is a wonderful way to put a face with
the words so many of us read each
day. I finally worked up to posting my
picture and not just the little profile
picture that I updated, but a regular
sized picture...I feel so brave! No,
really don't. I feel like I want to be sick,
but here it is...graying hair, wrinkles,
the glasses  I usually wear [if I want
to see clearly]. I did put on a little make
up since I'm in my 40's for goodness 
sake and I need some help!
Other than that, this is how
I look on most days if my hair
isn't in a ponytail and I'm not
in running clothes with no make up.
I never, never ever have my portrait
taken. I like to be behind the camera
not in front of it. When I have to face
a camera I usually blink at the wrong
time and my eyes are always closed,
I do weird things with my mouth and
it ends up looking like I'm talking.

Last week Emily rolled right out of bed and
took a picture of herself! Wow, not only
is she beautiful, she is so much braver
than I  am. I was suppose to post and
didn't. I hung my head in shame and
tried not to think about it. Well, I did
think about it, a lot. I am not thrilled
with my looks, but I do not want to
pass my hang ups on to my granddaughter
so I am trying not to be so self-
judgemental. These are the looks
I was given so I must make the
best of it. It's hard, but I'm working
on it! xx