Sunday, February 21, 2016

HARRIET

There are certain people
that will inhabit a small,
quiet space in your heart
despite any circumstance,
happening or situation.

~V.E.






A week ago today my mother in law
of almost 34 years suffered a massive
heart attack in her home and passed
away, leaving my family in shock and
tremendously sad. I have spent the
week on the phone notifying family
and friends, preparing for a funeral
and just trying to make it through each
day, one breathe at a time. There hasn't
been much sleep and I think I have lost
ten pounds because I can hardly eat.

On Friday she was laid to rest and now
we begin to find a new normal to our
days. Tomorrow we will have school
lessons, the laundry will be tackled,
there will be some much needed home
loving and I should really clean out
the ice box, but today I spent time at
the beach, my happy place, her's too.
She will be missed.



31 comments:

  1. Thinking of you cousins in the difficult days that I know are still to come, however I hope I'm wrong on all accounts. May peace and blessings find their way to your family. Next time I come to visit it will be because I want to, not because of extenuating circumstances.

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  2. Tracey, I am so very sorry for your loss. I am sending much love, light and peace to you and your family as you move forward.

    I am glad you found some comfort at the beach, and could find a connection there with her.

    xo

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  3. I have been thinking of you and noticing your absence. That must have been a shock to loose someone so quickly that you love so much. I am so very sorry for you and your family Tracey. Glad that you could find a little happy and quietude by the ocean. Wishing you brighter days ahead- much love xo

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  4. I am so sorry for your loss. God be with you, Tracey.

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  5. I am so sorry for your loss. Hope your week leaves space for healing.

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  6. So sorry to you and Mike and your whole family. xoxo

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  7. Been thinking of you a lot....a new normal will never be quite the same. Time heals....give yourself some time. Peace and love to you and Mike and your whole family.

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  8. Sending all my love over to you, dear Tracey. You are all in my heart and my prayers xxx

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  9. I am sending you and your family all my love, dear Tracey.

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  10. Tracey, I am so sorry for your loss. My heart goes out to you and your family and I hope the comfort of family and friends will give you strength now and in the days ahead. Hugs

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  11. *hugs* Sending loving thoughts your way.

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  12. Love you, Tracey. It is rather surreal going on with laundry and such when you have a broken heart, right? Sending you all much love. Take in the beach and let it help you with your healing. xo

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  13. You have been in my thoughts as I knew you lost some one close, but didn't know the full details. Sending you good and peaceful thoughts in this hard time.

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  14. I'm so glad you got to the beach today. It was probably great for your soul. It takes a little while to find the new normal, but you will find it. Sending more hugs to you Tracey <3

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  15. I was wondering where you had gone to. I was hoping it was off on a trip.... I'm so sorry to hear the real reason for your absence. Sending you all many blessings, much peace - and healing thoughts...

    Linda in VA

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  16. So sorry to hear about your sudden loss Tracey. Sounds like a calm quiet stroll at the beach was just what you needed.

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  17. I'm sorry for your loss. *hug* A massive heart attack took my Aunty J's life five years ago so I know how you all feel.

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  18. I am so sorry. May your memories comfort you. Hugs and peaceful thoughts to you and your family.

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  19. My thoughts are with you and your family. xo Tammy

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  20. Tracey, my prayers are with you as you begin to find your new normal. Maria

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  21. So sorry to hear about your loss. My thoughts are with you and your family. --Marcela

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  22. my heart breaks for you and your family and your dear husband. Death is hard and unexpected death is harder. She was loved and I pray for you all!!

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  23. Tracey- so sorry for your loss. Sending love to you and your family.

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  24. Oh poor Tracey. I knew that you'd had a loss but hadn't realised how close a relative it was. This must have been such a shock. As always sending warm and good thoughts to you.
    Lots of love,
    debx

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  25. I'm so sorry for your loss Tracey, it must have been such a shock for you all. Sending love to you and yours. xx

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  26. Tracey - so sorry for your loss. I really do know what you are feeling since my mom-in-law passed early this month - Feb. 2 and we are still dealing with life without some dear and special. It is rough. Thoughts and prayers are with you and your family.

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  27. I'm so sorry for you and your loved ones, Tracey. You've been in my thoughts and prayers, my friend. Glad you've been able to find your way back to the beach and pray it will be a peaceful, comforting place as you move forward, day by day. Take care of you. xo Lisa

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  28. Tracey - I have been thinking of you, and I hope you and your family are finding some peace after such a traumatic event. Sending lots of love and prayers your way!

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  29. I long to walk that beach with you.

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